The Long Road to Nowhere: Day 3
January 14, 2009 (Wednesday)
My patch fell off in the shower. Maybe the shoulder isn’t the best place to put these things. I stuck a fresh one on my side, and I have to admit, the burning-itching feeling seems to be getting worse with every new patch. It subsides after a few minutes, though, so its kind of a wash.
I’m still having a problem with the ganja. Part of me wants to get rid of everything just to be done with it, but there’s another part of me that just wants to smoke it all, as if that were a soultion. The instructions to my patches said you have to want to quit, and I think that’s true.
I get to see my boyfriend tomorrow though. At least he can keep me motivated to stay clean.